Tuesday, July 30, 2019

The Biggest Little Farm


Your dream came true.

It gives me hope mine can, too.

Can we really reverse this Climate Crisis of Global Warming?


About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think.
And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Friday, July 26, 2019

Savoring the Light


Spider’s thread rainbow glisten.

Sun white bounce

off the handle

of my green tea mug

all the way from

Mama Inti

to my receiving eye

savoring

the light.


About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think.
And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Ñawpaj




Word

Palabra

Simi

In the beginning was the word

Words are what make us human, some say

Words our intent to express perception of the world

world

word

All the world’s a word

somewhere

to someone

somehow



But words are not discrete objects

floating

alone

in a void

Words are related to all words

All Our Relations

words for what we do

how we are

what we see

what we think

Can we think it if there is no word for it?



Many languages create words for situations that other languages can not name



Arabic’s “gurfa,” the amount of water that can be held in one hand.

An invitation to ponder this unit of measure the next time you swim or take a bath.



Japanese “komorebi,” the sunlight that filters through the trees.

When was the last time you paused to admire komorebi in its fleeting dance with oak leaves?



Columbia, after its revolution of independence from Spain,

eliminated all words

having to do with racial distinctions.

The idea was that the elimination of these words would eliminate racism.

All would be equal citizens.

But racists were still racists.

It just took words away from oppressed peoples

to describe

their lived experiences.

So, after about 20 years the words came back into official documents.



What happens when words are taken away

that describe All Our Relations?

Fern?

Starling?

Acorn?

The Oxford children’s dictionary did just that.

How will a child understand

the metaphor about the

mighty oak growing

from a tiny acorn

if she can’t look up the word “acorn”

in the definitive children’s dictionary of the English language?

How will she wonder

at this power

of our natural world

and ponder

what this means

for her tiny self

still growing

into bigger shoes every few months?



Maybe she can learn Japanese

to savor the oak tree’s komorebi.

And learn Quechua

to look forward into the past

of ñawpaj.


About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.


Wednesday, July 24, 2019

Bushtits Bundle Together



Bushtits bundle together in the dripping fronds of Coast Redwood, wet from the sprinkler spraying Bull Run rain fall and aquifer pumped ancestral waters. Tittering in joy as Mama Inti mother sun’s rays sparkle constellations of miniature rainbows this July morning in Portland, Oregon.

About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Friday, July 12, 2019

Love in its complicated manifestations


The white cop got out of his car, parked the wrong way on the wrong side of the street. His driver door left open in his haste. 
Then he stood, staring, on the sidewalk. 
50 people with assorted protest signs gathered next to the ICE detention center in a circle in prayerful meditation, beaming love in its many complicated manifestations. 
As the people continued their intense love prayerful manifestation for freedom, peace and justice, Thawing ICE with Compassion, the cop quietly as a mouse walked back to his car and drove away unnoticed. 
Later, another police car drove slowly by, with two policemen. The passenger window rolled down. 
A meditator close to the curb smiled and waved. The cop waved back and gestured to the blue sky with fluffy clouds and the warm sunshine bathing us all and said, “Isn’t it a beautiful day?” The meditator flung her arm high in salutation to Mother Sun and said, “Yes, it is a beautiful day!”

About this poem

Yesterday was the 2nd anniversary of the monthly Buddhist Peace Fellowship prayer vigil at the ICE detention center at 4310 SW Macadam in Portland, Oregon. The second Thursday of every month at 12 noon people gather to Thaw ICE with compassion. This is one poetic reflection on yesterday's event.

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Pandemonium

Panda
put on her pants
and booked a flight on Pan Am
to the Panhandle
to listen to a pan-Indian
flute player (who was not Pan
playing the panpipes,
that was someone else), 
then cooked up a stack of pancakes
in a pan
as she prepared for pandemonium.

About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Who's the Louse in the House?

There once was a louse 
on a mouse 
in a house 
of a souse 
whose spouse 
would grouse 

about rising levels of CO2 in the air causing resulting rising levels of the sea which is getting more acidic with dead zones bigger than the state of Texas and islands of plastic floating on the ocean becoming saturated with bits of plastic that fill the bellies of starving turtles and whales who starve to death anyway even though their bellies are full of non-edible food like the plastic disintegrating in the extra strong UV rays of the sun because of the hole in the ozone caused by chemicals made by corporations whose sole mandate is to make a profit for their share holders no matter who and what they harm because so many politicians are in the corporations’ pockets making the rich richer the poor poorer and driving 150 species a day out of house and home and into extinction because the billions of people on the planet are too distracted by state terrorism and failing crops and extreme weather destroying their houses and then there is the distraction of their cell phones and going to the corporate medical industrial complex to try and cure the cancers and other ailments they get from the electromagnetic field radiation of their cell phones and cell towers and Smart Meters and whatever else the corporations make because profit is more important than planet and people, 

but some of the billions of people 
are starting to unify in solidarity 
more 
and more 
and roar 
like lions 
for justice.


About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Nasturtium Leaves

Water beads together and
rolls off nasturtium leaves like 
drops of mercury 
from a broken 
thermometer.

About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Monday, July 8, 2019

Hands


Hands sculpt clay bust of girl’s majestic being, fired ceramic that will endure tens of thousands of years.

Hands carve wood pedestal, puzzle bark of the Ponderosa solidly left in place all around its carefully sanded edge.

Hand paints flowers and image of Southwest pottery on a sheet of archival cotton rag watercolor paper.

Hand types these black on white symbols on a plastic, metal and silicone device that will soon become obsolete.

About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Reminder Note


Breeze of the laptop computer pad fan rustles the paper taped to the knotty pine wall, “Be humble, for you are made of Earth. Be Noble, for you are made of stars!” Thank you for the reminder, mama wyra wind.

About this Poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Push Mower


Stinky hot but it feels good. Face flush. Heart pulsing in chest. Muscles happily resting after exertion. Mowing the Back 40 with a push mower. It makes me nostalgic for my childhood. Eating avocados and pomegranates off trees in the backyard. Bit of grass out front and back, that my daddy mowed with a push mower. I loved my bedroom of a tiny back porch. The windows green with friendly leaves pressed up close to say hi. My friends. The trees. Bugs. Lady bug walking on the scattered forest of my blond forearm hairs when I was two, maybe three years old. Mesmerized by living delicate beauty. Sitting on the sun-warmed concrete steps, patiently playing with a man bug. Years later others later told me it was called a sow bug. But to me it was a man bug. For lady bugs are red with black dots. This all black segmented shiny bug must be dressed in a tux. Therefore, a man bug. I touched him ever so gently with my fingertip and he’d immediately curl up in a ball. I sat gazing at his segments, his shiny black suit covering his fetal form. Watching watching with all the patience in the world. To glimpse the moment of his trusting, when he unrolls bit by bit. Gets his many feet on the ground, then resumes his walking. Oh, when life was simple and quiet and a preschooler could sit with the sunshine warm on her face, and had the empathy and attention span to wait and watch a frightened bug until it regains trust, opens up, and walks his own path, unmolested.

About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

4 Ceramic Mugs

I thought creating my life meant
what things I owned
to surround myself with.

When at 17
I moved out on my own
(home),
supporting myself with a $2.35 an hour job
at a commercial laundry,
I nailed a wooden crate to the wall
of my $120 a month including utilities studio cottage
as a shelf, a cupboard.

In the crate-shelf on the wall
I proudly displayed
4 ceramic mugs
I’d bought for $0.25 each.
Earth colored with copper green oxide stripe on 2,
and dark brown stripe ringing the lip of the other 2.

I would lay on my mattress on the floor
and gaze at those 4 mugs,
savoring feelings about the life I was creating for myself with these mugs.
These mugs I thought of as the foundation,
the first seeds,
of the life I was creating.
Solid.
Earth-based.
The cups would be with me all my life,
I imagined.

I assumed.
Like hope chest treasures
my mother encouraged me to store in the cedar chest,
and someday wedding gifts. But
I wasn’t getting married, except to my own life.
The ceremonial feeling of owning those mugs
on display in my wood-crate shelf
felt powerful.
Moving out on my own.
Free at last.

Little did I know
possessions come and go.
They have no power to
be
my life.
My life I create is the me,
the who I am,
that I hone through life experiences,
with mentors,
friends,
even enemies.
The inner life I polish
like a jewel.
That is me.

About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Live in Truth



They’ve got the world in their pocket,

but their pocket’s got a hole.

They own everything, everything,

but you and me,

sings Malvena Reynolds.



And the grass, oh grass-roots hope!

Have you ever had grass breaking open your house?

I did.

It gave me deepened appreciation

for the power

of grassroots groups 
of people.

Even though we get tired and easily bent, we raise up our heads,

for our roots are deep and our will is to grow.

Grass breaks through cement for grass is living.
Cement is dead.



What could be deader than capitalist

patriarchal

dominator structured society?

It is killing all it touches.



We are the grass,

the truth.

Living in truth,

like Vaclav Havel writes in

“The Power of the Powerless.”

When living in a society built on a lie,

the power of the powerless

is to live in truth.

When enough people live in truth,

the lie crumbles on its own accord.

This happened

in the Velvet Revolution

in Prague,

November 1989.

Look it up.



Live in truth,

and like the grass

keep growing towards the light,

in truth.


About this poem

This poem is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Friday, July 5, 2019

Georgia O'Keefe


It’s an awkward position, this fame and fortune. Brought about by my “luck” to be manipulated by a prestigious man. I know there are hundreds, thousands, of wonderful women painters—like my own sister, Ida. Fame and fortune ignores Ida, like it ignores most women. But do I rally for feminist causes? The right to vote? The ERA? No. Patriarchy has been good to me. I’m one of the lucky ones. I won’t rock the boat. I prefer my solitude, and my friends—artists all. Mostly men.

Then, of course, there’s Maria. Oh the highs and lows, intense intimacies then harsh breakups. Yet I invite her to return. Aggravating as she can be, there is no one except Maria for whom I feel this way. And the beloved women’s hands that stroke every inch  of my home, inside and out. Adobe earth. Female. Indigenous.

Stieglitz? Oh yes. How our passion rocked us to our core. I was young. He a charismatic father, lover, promoter, crafting the public persona of me and my art. Yes, he opened the gates and galloped the horses through on the road of my fame and fortune. But it was his fame and fortune, too. His gallery profited with the hefty commissions on sales of my work.

So many women have come to idolize me. It’s an odd position I have in the world, this soul-less society that commoditizes soul. The essence of my soul imbues the oils I brush on canvas. The paintings where my soul stumbled, I burned.

Sure, I could have dedicated my life to be an activist, but then I would not have had the time and quietude of soul space to paint. To walk two miles every morning in the remote desert of Abiquiu. To gaze and absorb, commune with the landscape, life in her many manifestations, rivers, mountains, sky and bones.

Luck?

About this poem

More lyrical prose than poem, many might say. Nevertheless, Georgia O'Keefe is part of my Solstice solar year poem cycle, where I write a poem a day from June 22, 2019 to June 21, 2020. The poem a day may get posted on a different day than it was written, or several poems might get posted on the same day. And if I choose to submit a poem to a literary journal, I delete it from this blog before doing so. That's my project. I hope it touches your soul and makes you think. And maybe inspires you to write more poems of your own.

Tuesday, July 2, 2019

Time hum at the library

hum of fan and conditioned air bounding
into this empty library full
of bound knowledge, theories, stories
catalogued
cross referenced
spine stamped with numbers.

What shelf would I fit on in this system? What books would be my neighbors? Who my Dewey Decimal lovers cover to cover?

A human is too complex to fit in a tidy category.
The system would have to first
dissect me before it
bound me
catalogued me
cross referenced me
stamped my shattered spine with numbers.

Outside the glass,
leaves wave to me in the undulating breeze.

We are all afloat
in a sea of time.

Although some say time is running out.



About this poem

This poem is part of my poem-a-day cycle I'm writing for the solar solstice year 2019-2020.

All Our Relations

Black capped chickadee
perched on Cecile Brunner's thorned throne
preens her feathers.
Wing extends. She
preens
her armpit.
A delicate toilette.

Oregon bush hare
pauses
at the top of concrete steps
eyeing us
seated
in her path. She hops
behind some ferns
meanders
down
a different path.
Passes around the people
on the shady lawn.
Then ducks under the gate
to

wander.



About this poem

This poem is part of my poem-a-day cycle for the solar solstice year 2019-2020.